A new pair of striped socks
I bet you never even finished the books I gave you
As another year begins
One of my regrets remain
I never felt you inside me
I never tasted the secrets held in your lips
I wonder
Are you a gentle lover
Or a beast
Do you tear clothes and bite down
Or do you take your time
Do you leave trails of kisses down the stomach
I would have guided your fingers
Into my mouth
I would have
Begged for things
I would have
Gasped
Panted
Pressed my body against yours
Until I forgot who I was supposed to be
Until I forgot
How to pretend
Until I forgot
All the reasons I have
To never give myself entirely
To anybody
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